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ohhiiamthatguy: If this get 10000 notes ill tell my parents...

Sat, 06 Oct 2012 22:45:34 -0400

If this get 10000 notes ill tell my parents about my self harm

lol call me an attention/reblog whore but i need some motivation to do this lol, i know that like only 2 or 3 people care about me so this will get like 2 notes but whatever lool

Help this person out! :D

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Sun, 26 Aug 2012 09:10:31 -0400

Feeling suicidal? Can't talk on phones?

Wed, 15 Aug 2012 23:48:40 -0400

someorangesonfire-:

sataaaaaan:

horrorpeach:

crankyskirt:

IMAlive is a live online network that uses instant messaging to respond to people in crisis. People need a safe place to go during moments of crisis and intense emotional pain.

https://www.imalive.org/

Holy shit this is brilliant

Signal boost!

It’s kind of wonderful how this has shown up on my dash today. If you need it, use it. Please.

Oliver's suicide blog: General regrets about my life.

Tue, 14 Aug 2012 06:40:00 -0400

Oliver's suicide blog: General regrets about my life.:

the-end-of-my-sad-sad-life:

I will never have a little girl called Jessamine

I will never have a wife

Being such a nerd that I have to have a separate post called “Gaming regrets”

Not behaving and performing better at St. Mary’s

Screaming at a teacher and almost getting myself expelled at St. Marys

Losing…

I want you to know that it’s NOT TOO LATE. It’s not too late to fix what you’re going through. It’s not too late to ask Carolyn out. It’s not too late to give Will and Alexander a piece of your mind. You don’t have to cause Thomas this kind of pain. You can live to play another video game. You can behave and perform better at school.

And best of all, you can wake up tomorrow, and the day after that, and years from now. And one day you will wake up to the kindest, most loving, even religious wife, if that’s what you want, the second most beautiful woman you ever imagined. The most beautiful is gonna be sleeping in the room down the hall. You know who she is? Jessamine, your daughter, the most wonderful child that ever lived.

There’s more to hope for. More to do. You can fix most of your regrets by doing one simple thing: stay. Please come to my ask box and talk this out. It’s four in the morning, but I’ll stay up all night to help you.

for every note this gets my sister will put a day of of he suicide

Tue, 31 Jul 2012 02:59:57 -0400

ch4sing-niall3r:

please if you have a heart reblog, like, spread it. so i can show her people actually care

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Sat, 07 Jul 2012 17:27:37 -0400

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Sat, 07 Jul 2012 17:25:57 -0400

That's what people do isn't it? Leave a note?

Wed, 04 Jul 2012 04:11:55 -0400

That's what people do isn't it? Leave a note?:

TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDE

g-00f:

Dear you,

I want to write a massive letter to you. You know, a decent one. One that is full of apologies and reasons and how much I love you. But what’s the point? Isn’t one really..

So I’m going to say these few things..

Firstly. I do forgive you. I forgive you for your decision. Because…

There is nothing worth ending your life over. Please, please understand what I’m saying here. I care about you. Lots of people care about you. I know you’re probably thinking that some random person can’t care about you, but I do, and I really, really hope that I can help because I’m worried for you.

I’m also counting on you to pull through tonight. Please?

I can feel the end coming...

Wed, 04 Jul 2012 03:55:07 -0400

deathofher:

I’ve never felt this lonely
This crazy
This ugly
I don’t deserve life..
It will be a miserable waste anyways…
I wish I had a decent blade right now.
But this will have to do.

Hey there. I’d like to tell you something that’s kind of important, so I’m hoping you’ll give me a chance and listen. I know exactly how you feel. I know how lonely and safe hating you begin to get, and how you start to feel like everything you’ve ever done was a total failure. I know you think nobody cares about you.

Guess what? I do. And I’m a random stranger, on the internet, who came across your blog and found this post. So what do you think all the people in your life think of you, a wonderful person such as yourself? I can tell you right now they don’t think of you the way that you think of yourself. Even if they don’t show it, they value you. And someone is gonna die a little inside if you don’t wake right back up tomorrow morning.

This isn’t about the people in your life, though. You owe it to yourself to try and make it through another day, week, month. To keep trying and fighting for your life, and to understand that your life truly is something worth fighting for. Slowly but steadily you’re gonna be happy. There’s gonna be setbacks and stumbling blocks and a million obstacles in your path. But you will be happy.

Please do yourself a favor, and stick around to see that day?

I'm so fucking sick of myself, I truly need to just die. It would make everyones life better, I could just give all the money in my bank away to someone then kill myself, should I?

Wed, 04 Jul 2012 03:12:57 -0400

No, you absolutely should not. You should get yourself through tonight and be ok, because one day you will. You should find strength because I knowthat you are strong and completely able to do this. One day you’ll be able to live with yourself and maybe even be a little happy. Give that day a chance, give yourself a chance. Everything, and I mean everything, is going to be ok. Stay strong.

24 days without cutting.

Mon, 02 Jul 2012 20:57:44 -0400

mykindaparrtyy:

I need to keep going.

You’re doing great! Stay strong. Awesome that you’ve made it this far.

If I get 500 notes by the 16th of June, I will never touch my razors again.

Thu, 07 Jun 2012 22:02:20 -0400

engelfurimmer:

the-misunderstood-smiles:

I promise<3.

GET ALL THE NOTES FOR HER.

Good for you! LET’S DO THIS, 500 NOTES GOOOOO

I'm a terrible person. I relapsed last night.

Wed, 06 Jun 2012 18:44:54 -0400

alive-but-barelybreathing:

I wish I wasn’t so stupid!

Hey, relapsing doesn’t make you a terrible person. Not at all. And personally, I think it’s brave of you to try to recover in spite of the fact that you might end up having a relapse. Don’t let failure stop you from success, ever. Get in there and try again; don’t be so afraid of failing to do something that you refuse to try in the first place. Stay strong. I’m proud of you for making it as far as you did and I know that the next time you can do even better, so give it another try!

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Mon, 14 May 2012 00:10:29 -0400

shhh-im-secretly-gay: Im not adding this for attention, or as a...

Sun, 13 May 2012 21:38:30 -0400

shhh-im-secretly-gay:

Im not adding this for attention, or as a cry for help… im really feeling overwhelmed right now, and im really not sure i can hold on much longer….

Hey… Your theme is kind of confusing me and I can’t figure out how to get to your ask box… but I wanted to tell you I’m here for you if you need someone to talk to.

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